What does skinny feel like? And can I buy it on eBay?
I used to find myself crying because I couldn't understand why my body hated me so much. I went through numerous doctors who had no clue what was wrong with me, and when they did, they packed me off with painkillers.
Because it is linked with the idea of a 'big ego' and being far too confident in yourself? In fact, it just means you take time to realise that you don't need someone else to validate who you are.
The stress about my future, the content bad cloud over my head... and I saw so many of my friends lose faith in themselves time and time again. I saw so many people fall at the first hurdle and struggle to get up. It was so taxing on everyone trying to claim that all important degree.
I felt threatened by what they said to me. I felt scared. I felt so sick to my stomach that I couldn't even turn round and tell them where to shove it, or stick two fingers up at them.
When I became a woman, bitch became my nickname, words were used to shame me...
I was very lucky to be invited to the opening of the new Lush Trafford shop. This blog post is quite late as I attended it right before I went on holiday, so I've been super busy for the past couple of weeks. However, here is the long awaited blog post on what went down! … Continue reading Lush Trafford Blogger Opening (3/8/17)
Your 'First Time' is probably scary, and filled with many expectations, but you shouldn't put too much on it... Many people will share their 'First Time' stories, and how it was nothing they expected. It was far from what they expected. Everyone is warned about losing their 'virginity' (I write it like that because I … Continue reading Why your ‘First Time’ is not what you expect.
I look back on that time as something that almost broke. It almost broke me, because I felt a let down. I wasn't how a woman should act... Many who know me will understand I'm unapologetic, I'm truthful, I'm a realist... I'm everything that society doesn't want a woman to be. Growing up, there … Continue reading Growing into a ‘Nasty Woman’.
I lost two years of my life... To people who didn't give a shit.